People say that change usually happens when you step out of your comfort zone and embrace your fears and face them. It is always my goal to change myself for a better Afaf, either socially, intellectually or academically. However, changing requires courage, faith and like any other experiment, it is a trial and error process till the desired goal is achieved. After graduation with a bachelor`s degree from Jordan, I was looking for a different experience in a place where I can achieve my dream of studying masters and living in a European city.
In July 2018 the University of Greenwich
contacted me back and accepted my application for studying masters in
Pharmaceutical Biotechnology. Although receiving my CAS number was like seeing
that the dream is about to become true, fears and questions were in an equal
measure of happiness in my mind. My family had concerns regarding the idea of
living abroad independently for the first time with no friends or relatives
around. Also, the security and safety in the accommodation was an important
issue. I was curious if I am going to be
accepted by others as part of the community and concerned if I am qualified
enough for the new educational system.
On the same day that I received my student
ID, I met Ms. Lynne Martin for the first time, and she invited me to the World
Café and TABLEtalk. True fact about this marvellous lady is that students, including
me, consider her as a mother. She was truly the reason that opens the doors for
all international students to socialise and have friends (family in the UK).
About the fears mentioned earlier, by the
time all my fears were fade away one by one. Table talk initially gave me the
comfort I was looking for in the first few weeks by communicating with others
being in my same situation where we all trying to adapt to a different culture.
In fact, TABLEtalk taught me that the butterfly effect principle could be
applied even in relations where we change, affect and be affected by other`s
gestures and traits.
Living with people I have not met before
turns out to be one of the experiences that I am so grateful to have. My
flatmates were my support, specially after a long day of lectures. Sharing them
my worries while cooking and keep talking nearly about everything till dawn are
unforgettable memories. Finally, my biggest fear in masters was scientific
writing, as I used to have more exams than essays in Jordan. By the time I have
learned and convinced that practice makes perfect.
My experience in the UK was not only lectures
and courses; it was a whole different world of experiences, challenges, and
joyful moments. I travelled, worked, studied and, most importantly, opened my
heart and mind for everything despite the endless possibilities of differences.
My experience made me realise that beyond my comfort zone was a fantastic
journey worthwhile to be done.
My life journey is ongoing, as I am looking
for new experiences and a job that is related to my speciality. My dream job is
working in the research and development department of biopharmaceuticals in the
pharmaceutical industries. I am not in that place yet but I am working on it by
taking courses and practical training.
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